Diamond Standard

I don't really think. There was a time where I used to be somewhat smart, or at least I used to believe I was smart. I think I might need doctors for my entire life, at least I need someone to intervene and go through my things. I'm so used to being carried around and shown everything and handled in submission so I don't really know what is going to happen to me. I really don't care about the future though. At least I know that I can live with myself in the moment and that is the only thing that matters. I've been committing my life to video so people will know what the life of a regular guy is like. Really I don't think I need a personal identity at all. I am just like everyone and that is fine with me. I'm trying to get rid of most of what belongs to me as possible even the most tedious parts of my life. It's like one of those closing sales where they put a sign that says "Everything Must Go", that is my life right now. I am trying to cancel out any bit of self I have left until all that I have is clarity, and that's definitely what I need.

new videos

The Great Beyond Redone

By Benjamin Gabriel

Your Lowness

"Free Pass" Now Available For Download

http://www.sendspace.com/file/esphv0

New Project Idea: "The Day I Met Bogey Asshole"

I just have the idea of long fingernails and the mention of the word "boogie" in popular songs that I keep thinking about right now. Hopefully it will turn into a more coherent idea soon.

Adventures in Pansyland Official Remixes (so far)

for the pending goofid project

NOWINGUS:
Beacon of Hope
http://www.sendspace.com/file/4hz8jp
British Girls (for fishing room)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/dpgaod
Cloud 9 (pointing up)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/7pfdw0
Simple Kind
http://www.sendspace.com/file/n1akdo

neely:
God Only Knows
http://www.sendspace.com/file/8x7q7e

Benladen:
In My Mind
http://www.sendspace.com/file/9zi31p

the remix

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a remix of black or white featuring Eminem

Silly Face Princesses

a picture of disney princesses making some funny faces

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Couches

http://www.couch.in/img1.jpg

http://www.homedit.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/creative-couches-with-shelving-storage1.jpg

http://www.fredsfurniture.com/images/couches/couch07.JPG

http://choosingfurniture.com/img/cheap-couches.jpg

WRETCH (2005)

Esham - ? off of Mail Dominance

hot track
http://www.sendspace.com/file/0zgx99

Forever King: Great New 50 Cent

New music from King Kong himself touches on neediness and vulnerability of his rap persona, thinly veiled bravado and claims to being the best rapper since biggie shown in this tribute record to michael jackson
"you need me man" "I might start moonwalkin in this joint"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNkxgvBZCno

More Goofy

I'm really looking forward to doing this. When I get out of the hospital I anticipate I'll watch all of these back to back.

Hospital Fun

Bedtime Thoughts

I'm probably going to go to sleep soon since they've already given me my medication. The idea of having either Goofid or Pinkyswears or any other performance in a venue is too far removed from right now to actually help. The remixes featuring Benladen and Wingus are done I just haven’t had the time to listen to them.

Yesterday I emailed this girl asking if she would attack me, her response lead me to believe that she knows a lot about my problems or at least more than I do. I don’t know, I’d like to think basically everybody knows better than me but also it’s not hard to act like that. I very often I am more comfortable with people treating me poorly which is one of the reasons I really wanted to make Goofid. There are some qualities in Goofy that have been written in to inspire the worst in me and I really want to find a way to show you exactly what I mean by that.

Most of the patients here who have worn pink are really great, with the exception of this one girl who sings the song obsessed by Mariah Carey whenever it comes on. But I really do like the colour pink, to the point of actually collecting all of these bottles of cream soda around which I have had to explain to the nurses for a few days. Anyway I'm going to sleep now, I will post the remixes as soon as I get them.

Angels in Heaven

http://www.sendspace.com/file/lrejt3

please hit me

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Goofid and Daniel John Campbell

so yeah i've been watching and re-watching the goofy movie for a while and it's been really tied into like this really specific way of talking about women and sex that i've seen as a kind of underlying thread of a lot of things i have also been watching over the past year or so. But um, i've really been trying for this big project called goofid that i've yet to start on but the name has been around for a very long time at least for me and it's been a way to like explain some things that have been happening to me over the past few years.

http://www.last.fm/music/Daniel+John+Campbell/_/My+Fear+of+Women

http://www.last.fm/music/Daniel+John+Campbell/2bbgunsup/The+White+Man%27s+Whore

Pinkyswears booklet: coming soon

it's about my mom also sort of about the rihanna umbrella video at the same time, I might want to make something else to go along with it since it's kind of connected to my very first *80) performances

just one look, one look and I'm genuinely stuck

why else do you think I would make a thing like this

Tribute To Katy Perry

Dream Town

I want a playmate. I said I want a playmate. I want a playmate. I said I want a playmate.

http://www.sendspace.com/file/ae16kd

All of your awful friends combined into one person

I have a nurse to clean me up now

'Baby Head Revolver' Official Daniel Waldman Diss Video by Randombutler + Two Songs from 'Give Me A Break, You Jerks' the Album That Started It All

I have to keep remembering I'm a free man

http://www.sendspace.com/file/iomlo0

- Give Me A Break, You Jerks

http://www.sendspace.com/file/3gaei2

- Big Random Butler Style

July 4/2009

too bad