XXXMonstrosity

I hope that I'm able from other people that I'm allowed to move on, I'm not allowed to hug my mother so instead I made an X around my chest and she does the same. I guess it's just my way of pulling patterns that I see in a lot of things like america's got talent and Istvan Kantor and Seigfried by Fritz Lang, even there is a big fiery X in the recent A Team movie. It's literally everywhere, but I take everything personally so here you are.

a goofid re-edit now available in incomplete form

new DEBT ep now available!

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Instructions to Prowlers and A Goofid Movie

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Blurt

People seem to like keeping track of what I do which is flattering, I don't really know what their intent is or why they really like what I do and how that relates to me personally. I'm kind of at the point of no return when it comes to me and my projects, especially since they seem to involve what I am like on a very intimate level that I'm not aware of and this rubs off in conversation really easily, so people either brush me off as incoherent or stupid and take no interest or they do for whatever reason and then I become involved with them. Where this becomes problematic is that I have been trying to negate most of my personality with what I do more than anything, the proverbial "I'm gonna expose it because I don't care who knows it" applies here or at least I would prefer it did. So when someone points out something to do with myself I am usually ignorant of it at first, and I only get to know it when others tell me about them. Personally I would rather be kept in the dark about what I'm like because it seems to throw off what I'm doing more than anything.
I would rather tell myself things that weren't true about how I live then have to tell you one more thing about what I'm like which I feel I have to do, it's kind of embarrassing because I just feel the need to fill people in on the most intimate secrets a person can have if I do. Which means for me that I have to deal with people in this kind of Jim Carrey from "Liar Liar" way of speaking which eventually leads to me spilling all the mapquest directions with the other person barely revealing anything. I have decided to let this happen, until I run out of things to tell people and I am finally cleared inside out. I have been doing this through youtube videos over the past few months. My desired result is coming out of this not knowing anything at all.

Diamond Standard

I don't really think. There was a time where I used to be somewhat smart, or at least I used to believe I was smart. I think I might need doctors for my entire life, at least I need someone to intervene and go through my things. I'm so used to being carried around and shown everything and handled in submission so I don't really know what is going to happen to me. I really don't care about the future though. At least I know that I can live with myself in the moment and that is the only thing that matters. I've been committing my life to video so people will know what the life of a regular guy is like. Really I don't think I need a personal identity at all. I am just like everyone and that is fine with me. I'm trying to get rid of most of what belongs to me as possible even the most tedious parts of my life. It's like one of those closing sales where they put a sign that says "Everything Must Go", that is my life right now. I am trying to cancel out any bit of self I have left until all that I have is clarity, and that's definitely what I need.

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